Letting go…
Posted by Sreejan on December 11, 2007
Golu is still holding on to her. He knows he should let it go. But he is at his wits end. How should he let go? He is confused and feels helpless. Would he be able to come out of the sorry state of affairs he was in?
They say he would. With time…
He has been trying to drown himself in work for past couple of months. He has plans of starting his studies soon in a hope to re initiate his life. But it isn’t helping him much. He reminisces the days spent with Sarah. Sarah! He shouts her name aloud. A cold wave touches his feet, washing away the sand he stands on, and a shiver runs through his spine. He falls deeper into the abyss.
He knew it was inevitable and had been preparing himself to face this day for a long time now. But the force with which it hit him, has taken him by surprise. The pangs of pains cut through his soul and he feels bloodless.
He still clings to some hope, not sure of what might become of him and of Sarah. He thinks he believes in destiny. But deep inside, he knows, it’s an end, or may be a beginning. Golu is not sure. He is not sure of anything these days.
Destiny, yeah! He finishes his last beer and walks towards his car, preparing himself for yet another sleepless night.
