Faith…

I feel the pain

I count the days and they seem so few

I count the hours and they seem to fly

My feelings are trapped and I stifle a cry

I hang to my faith

 

You have to leave and I have no say

We have no time

We’ll meet again

In the scheme of things

You say to me

Yet…

It’s hard

To keep my faith

 

I cherish the days

The moments we spent

The strength you gave

The joys we had

The bliss…

But it’s today

I feel so vulnerable

I fear my faith

 

So much still to do

Things we missed

Plays we couldn’t watch

Restaurants we didn’t explore

Travels we planned

And yet…

I feel so numb; I can’t feel your pain

I lose my faith