L’Etranger
Posted by Sreejan on January 6, 2007
I changed my blog title to the current one…the outsider…the stranger!!!
Sometimes I do feel one, when I am unable to identify with the whole of the world, or atleast the majority of it…when I am unable to keep up with the world, which moves at an unbelieveable pace. These are the times, when I feel like an outsider. I am not a loner. I do not like to crib continuously. In no way I am cribbing now. But I do feel a hollowness at times. But then I speak to someone I love, or to someone who has a “Lust for Life” and it all comes back to me. Hope, happiness, excitement…..
I have started climbing a hill everyday after work. It’s very cold these days. I feel a chill, which enters my bone, when I am at the top, at the zenith. The rising sun looks good. I stay there for a while, just to feel the warmth of the rising sun. I feel better. And then I walk away….
Who else said
Socho ki jheelon ka shahar ho
lahron pe apnaa ek ghar ho
hum joh dekhen sapne saare sach ho jaayen !
You remember that song …..
Kai baar yun bhi dekha hai
yeh joh man ki seema-rekha hai
man todne lagta hai
anjaani raah ke peechhe
anjaani chaah ke peechhe
man daudne lagta hai……
After a point people stop evolving Sree. You are surprising in the way that you are always evolving and with you, people around you also evolve !